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Dead Inside

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    Chaos Theory's award winning debut album, with 6 panel layout including lyrics. Comes with complimentary digital version and some extra nuggets of insight from the band.

    "A unified force that begins a full blown sonic assault on the senses, and doesn't relent until the bitter and beautiful end." - Indie Mag

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Driving drums with an intense double kick driven bridge make this one of the most fierce Chaos Theory songs in the catalog!

"The lyrics were mostly written before I joined the band, and I never asked what Craig's initial meaning was exactly. I rewrote parts of the song based upon a low point in my life where I realized I was spiraling into a dark, dark place, drawing further within myself and while never asking for help, those closest to me noticed the signs and reached out. Of all of our songs this and Scarred are the most personal for me." - Rock

A performance video was shot for "Dead Inside" by Robb Medwid & Devin Dueville for Engage Film & Photography.

"Dead Inside" was voted 2013 top music video and best single by Faces Magazine readers.

"Dead Inside" is featured in the movie "Disciples of Terror" in which the band also makes a cameo appearance.

lyrics

Dead Inside
- R. Johnson/C, Brown/A. Coulstring

Where Am I
This doesn’t feel real
All that I see
Is nothing I feel
Let loose a kill for the future
Replace one hate for another

I’m confused inside
I try, to escape my life

Would you take my hand
Hold me till the blackness ends
Find a way to feel alive
For now, I’m dead inside

This wasn’t the way
My life was mean to be
Try to pull it together
Failing, weak
This torture and raping
Of mind and of body
Stabbing the breath
From a tired third party
I want your life

Can I, be by your side
So I, can escape my life

Would you take my hand
Hold me till the blackness ends
Find a way to feel alive
But for now, I’m dead inside
Here comes the fear again
Held here captive defense

No way to feel alive
Matched now, I’m dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside

Solo

I’m dead inside
I’m dead inside
I’m dead inside
I’m dead inside


© 2010 Chaos Theory Music.

credits

from Chaos Theory, track released April 27, 2012
Written by: Rock Johnson, Alex Coulstring & Tim Garagan
Produced by: Rock Johnson at Tenastic Music

Vocals: Rock Johnson
Rhythm Guitars/Backing Vocals: Alex Coulstring
Lead Guitar: Scott McKenzie
Bass: Tim Garagan
Drums: Craig Brown

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Chaos Theory Halifax, Nova Scotia

Powerful and primal music wrapped tightly with memorable melodies have made for an impressive debut release for these Canadian rockers who've drawn comparisons to heavier melodic rock bands like Three Days Grace, Sevendust, & Godsmack.

The album consists of 12 griping tracks oozing with raw emotion and garnered them a 2012 Nova Scotia music award for “Loud Recording of the Year”. ... more

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